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The rain sometimes makes me lazier to wash
my clothes and shoes. I though the rain has over and the sun will shine all
day.
In the start of June this year come
differently, as you know it is my last year on college, woohoo~
Well yeah it is not the end, never
thinking of finding the end of struggling, there always be a new one as you
find a final.
I ever read my friend’s caption in a
common photo, it said that college life really does work for us to learn our
subject more, to meet people more, to get experience more, to know our self
better and the best time to know the real struggle before do the real one.
The real world we are all gonna stare
ahead, how it will be?
The problems we need to solve are not only
in classes or exams. The problem with people we meet is the real one. I know I
am a careless person that not really pay attention about what happened around,
but to forget something that hurt me so much is so hard. Forgiving is easy but
remembering, and it doesn’t mean wanna payback for what I get, is allowed I
think.
I know it is a bad habit, but that is me,
to calm my mind down, forgetting how hurted I was cause I wanna see my man
smile, it is the hardest thing I have done. Maybe it is because you are the man
I struggle for.
Under the low light, I could see his
beautiful eyes blinked slowly, he read something unclear. I could touch his
smooth hair. I could catch his sweet smile on my phone screen. I could feel his
warm arms trying to make me feel better.
I though I could not be that strong!!
But I made it.
I know it was nothing for you who has a
kind-hearted. But I am a villain who need to calm myself down when I get hurt.
Thank you for every worth experience in my
last year.
Thank you for every worth time spend in my
last year.
Thank you for every worth advice in my
last year.
Thank you for every worth help in my last
year.
Thank you for every worth understanding in
my last year.
Thank you for every worth companion in my
last year.
Thank you for every worth support in my
last year.
And mostly thank you for a worth
opportunity in my hopeless time.
I really am sorry for that hurting words I
used. I really didn’t mean to.
