Observing Myself (again)
I am in tears
Because of the fears and pain I
got
Sometimes it seems like I made it
in my own mind
Regretting everything and
imagining all the bad could be
You said I am a series addictive
so I was bringing all the drama to life
But that’s me
A very nerd one and has such a
bad habit to observe so many “what if” in my life
I thought you’ve knew it
Maybe you did and hoping I am not
that over thinking
Or might I could change better
Despite of your pure and (very
very very) positive mind and heart
You’re the main character of the
drama then
There must be no body could has
everything like yours, too kind!!
Too white
I don’t think so, you’re good at
pretending because you always be flawlessly
So, are you this white?
Because somehow you disappointed
me in many ways
Should I count it or not?
And the worst is, it is so hard to
infect me to get better mind and prejudice
Maybe I have to try yoga or
something to calm my mind down
I wish my job let me do
meditation 7 of 9 hours office
Or maybe I need to find what’s
going on with me to have such a thick wall to destroy
Will you do a little observation
to help me find the reason out?
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